cZarskyinsaudi

Good day everyone!

Welcome to my world. I was thought to be a simple guy who doesn’t know how to express my feelings, thoughts and ideas. I was once told to be a member of "the silent committee".

When i entered college, i openned my eyes, and sees the world that is so big and so wide for me to just stay in one side and don’t explore my sorroundings. I saw that people come and go had a touch in me and I noticed the breathe of air passes my skin. I am not alone, I have to interact and show my self. As I did, life is easy and i realize that the world is not a place to be afraid of. This taught me "confidence"-as I can now face my self in the mirror without any shame, "love"-as many people appreciate me as a person,individual and a friend that they can depend on and ready to help them in any way I can, and "supercallifragelisticespiolidocious"-(whatever the spelling is) a person they didn’t thought I can be, hard to believe, hard to imagine, hard to understand and hard to explain, despite of all this, they saw a uniqueness in me that they can easily approach me for I am like an ordinary individual who never ends a day without having any answers to all there questions.

On the 15th of February 2006, I flew through Saudi Airlines going to Saudi Arabia. At my young age of 22, i didn’t know what to expect on my stay in a country so different from native land. Unlike other expatriates, i am lucky that both my parents are also working in Saudi Arabia. Comparing my first job at People’s Bank in Dagupan City, Philippines from Armed Forces Hospital Southern Region-Finance Department, Saudi Arabia is so big. From dealing with different loan clients, now I’m handling almost 5,000 employees of different nationalities-Saudis, South Africans, Nigerians, English, Romanian, Bangali, Indians, Sri Lankans, Americans, Argentinians, Malaysians, Egyptians, Filipinos and others…. Wow, I need a break. In my workload now, 10 hours in a day is not enough to finish all my jobs. I even work on weekends. I  really need a break!

On the 24th of March 2008, I’ll have my second vacation. I’ll spend my 35 days vacation in my hometown-Dagupan City. I will attend my sister’s graduation on April 2008. Hope to have a nice and relaxing rest away from my hectic work schedule.

What a world I’m living in…. What can I do, I can’t choose what i want if destiny already speaks. The only thing I can do is accept and live with it. But I must live my life to the fullest and I should decide with all truth and compassion in order for me not to regret because at the end of the day it will still be who decides what I want for my life in the future….

To all who read this , my whole-hearted thanks. Hope you found me not different to others. Again thank you very much!

cZar…